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I am in love. The kind of love that arrives only once in a lifetime. First, baby, puppy, highschoolsweetheart kind of love. The kind of love not without problems and heartache and mistakes, but fresh and raw and strong beyond worlds and words... Except, I have high hopes that it will last longer than adolescence. First love doesn't always end. Sometimes it lives forever. Because in a world of billions and gadzillions of people, I have already met the one person who makes me complete by the ripe old age of eighteen. [You don't believe me, do you? ;-)] I grew up reading Point Romance novels and listening to Whitney Houston, just waiting and hoping for this wonderful, life-changing thing to turn up on my doorstep and whip me into a heart-shaped frenzy... and finally, finally, it has. And her name is Emma. We met in December 2000, when we both turned up to watch our mutual friend Ruth singing songs from musicals in a concert. I was the spunky new lesbian friend from college (newly out of the closet and exploring an exciting rainbow-coloured Universe). Em was the dykey best mate from Good Old Times. We were pushed together, inevitably, despite being polar opposites in every sense of the world [girly, tomboy; arty, sporty; etc.] It was a match made in Heaven. I was wearing silly clothes and couldn't stop giggling. She cracked a joke which I didn't hear, and assumed I was ignoring her due to poor attempts at humour. All the same, we swapped numbers and began texting frantically -- all hours of the day -- in the bath, in bed, during school lessons... Less than a week later, we met for our "visually-impaired" first date, to the cinema to watch (of all things) Charlie's Angels... (hehe). We rolled Malteasers down the aisle and had a very lovely, very passionate first kiss in a dark, secluded car park. Emma had never kissed a girl before and was terrified, but I held her and made her feel relaxed, and loved... [It was the best kiss I've ever had.] Eighteen months later and we're still here. Through break ups and parental rows, through seeing-bans and jealousy and everything the world has to throw at people in love -- and I'm happier than ever before. (I'm pretty sure she is, too.) I think we have finally reached that place of stability and 100% trust. A little steadier, a little more permanent... Three weeks after our first meeting, we got engaged. It was rash and naive, but turned out to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me. And for my eighteenth birthday, Em bought me a diamond engagement ring! Isn't it pretty? » Our plans for the future include getting a house or a flat together in Cardiff, and hopefully getting blessed -- but that's just a pipe dream at the moment. Em is beginning her 2-year training to join the police force soon (rawr, kinky uniform), and I need to finalize what I plan to spend the rest of my life doing (besides loving Em of course!). I'd love for us to live together, though. It can be so tough being apart from her, even though we only live a bus ride apart! We've already had so many great memories together. Things we've done, and shared. A lot of the very best times were spent just cuddling up in bed, eating pizza and kissing and watching movies :-)
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NAME: Emma [X]. 100 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT [EMMA]: 1. The smell of her washing powder 2. The smell of her shampoo 3. Her strong arms 4. Her tomboyish ways 5. The fact that she is good at all sports! 6. The way she gets along so well with my family 7. How she adores each one of her own friends and family 8. Her girlish giggles 9. Her "creative" spelling 10. The way she loves me so, so much 11. How romantic she is 12. How emotional she is 13. Her short hair 14. Her laugh-til-your-sides-split sense of humour 15. Her love for monkeys! 16. Her eclectic taste in music 17. Her passion for burning CD's 18. The way she's hard on the outside (or at least, she thinks she is =)) and soft on the inside 19. Her ear piercing 20. Her olive skin 21. How tanned she gets in summer 22. Her cute belly 23. Her hockey player's legs ;) 24. How sexual, and sensual she is 25. Her knee-shaking kisses 26. Her car, Molly Metro 27. She great she is at driving 28. How practical she is 29. How hard she works 30. Her way with children 31. The way she loved her pets, Ollie and Will 32. How generous she is 33. Her butch-sexy dress sense 34. Her wearing the ring I bought her 35. Her boobs 36. Her back 37. Her perfect smile 38. Her big, brown puppy-dog eyes. Awww! 39. Her messy bedroom 40. The way she tickles me and teases me 41. How amazing she looks when she dresses up 'girly' 42. How silly she is when she's drunk 43. Her poorly ankles 44. The way she always feels sick on the bus 45. The way she ice-skates 46. The way she wins everything 47. How great she is at general knowledge 48. The way she plays her guitar 49. How cute she looks when she's asleep 50. How grumpy she is when she wakes up! 51. How vulnerable and naive she can be 52. The letters she writes me 53. Her sweet-as-heck text messages 54. The things she says on the phone 55. The way she asks me to marry her 56. The way she wants to have a family with me 57. The way she's always hungry! 58. The presents she buys me 59. The way she looks in her sexy glasses 60. The way she looks at me, full of longing 61. When she drags me off for secret kissing sessions 62. How amazing she at love-making 63. How patient she is 64. How forgiving she is 65. Her hoodies 67. Her sexy eyebrows ;) 68. The way her tongue can do the Mexican Wave! 69. The way she always laughs until she gets hiccups 70. Her hyperactive moods 71. How ticklish she is 72. Her moral values 73. The way she encourages me 74. The way she advises me 75. How excited she gets about things 76. The way she's such a baby when she's sick! 77. Her perfume 78. The burn scar on her arm 78. The scars at the top of her thighs 79. How clumsy she is 80. The way she looks at the world 81. How unique she is 82. The way she holds me 83. The way she protects me from harm 84. Her nicknames for me 85. Her sexy black underwear 86. Her round, firm bum! 87. Her muscles 88. Her curves 89. The way she needs me 90. The way she makes me feel so sexy, and beautiful 91. How beautiful she is 92. How popular she is 93. The way she steals my CD's, and my videos, and my clothes! 93. The in-jokes we share 94. How well we can communicate 95. The fact that we would never run out of things to talk about 96. The fact that our love is so strong, and passionate 97. The fact that she is short, like me 98. The way she smokes a cigarette 99. The way she dances 100. For being Emma, and for every single, little thing she does... |
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